Friday, September 5, 2014

Panic Attack

So today is was my first day back at work since I took that time off, and this is what I wore. I don't think people were very pleased with me, but I've been told that I'm walking on very thin ice. I have to be careful, or else I'm going to lose my job! I mean, I don't like the job, but it pays good money, so what else could I possibly do??? I've never been fired from anything before in my entire life! I don't want to be a failure.

I had such a panic attack that I started to cry at work today. I got some filthy looks from the female employees because they saw that I was only wearing my bra under my jacket. But it's not like I have the boobs to show off there! God, I'm just so stressed! I just can't take this anymore! I'm so nervous and anxious all the time!

I need to call Barbie. She always knows how to calm me down. Maybe she can stay the night with me and watch movies and things, and then we can relax together. That sounds like it would be very relaxing, and I NEED to relax!


Please send happy feelings my way.

Love,
Amanda

20 comments:

  1. Think about it, Amanda: you're a super hot woman (only getting hotter) and men are pigs. Do you really think you won't be able to find a more fun job if these haters fire you? Your beauty threatens them. Don't take them seriously! You'll be just fine :)

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  2. Oh c'mon, this job is just not worth you! Such incredible woman can get any job she wants, anytime she wants. Just keep on smiling, you look ten thousand times better than with this sad, worried face. Everything is gonna be alright, Tiff! ;)

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  3. Amanda you are really hot and your boss only wants to sleep with you, so do it and then threaten him with sexual misconduct so he'll leave you alone. But let Barbie be your stylist and let her really go to town with you so as he'll be very hot under the collar, very short mini skirts pumps with a 6 inch heel and platform sole tight fitting tops so that they show off your breast's and they stop at your mid rift so as to show off your belly button piercing and get more ink on your body like a small pink heart just below your eye. In other words just get wild and fucking screw them all. Love and hugs.

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    1. Amanda why dont you try something more sexy for your last day at work...so you can leave your boss and all the male with the "why not me" face? I think:silk blouse, leather miniskirt, thigh high and 6" pumps are good for the last day...

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  4. If you need to relax do some weed or stuff like that and go where it wants to take you and do what it wants you to do.

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    1. Yes Amanda this is good advice, try smoking some with Barbie, maybe she has some to calm you down for movies.

      And if you don't have the boobs to show underneath then why not get bigger boobs?? ;)

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  5. yes, you need to relax. smoke some weed with barbie.

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  6. Yes Amanda you really need to start smoking weed. When you start don't stop if you don't like it keep going you'll soon like it and enjoy it. Tonight before you go out with Barbie smoke a few joints then go out get drunk and party. Remember the photos for us here and don't bother with the people at you work their just jealous of you. Do a lot of weed and party girl and to hell with the rest

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  7. Babe u hot! PLS dont waste it with fake boobs, maybe look for some pills\herbal to make them even bigger while keeping 'em natural?
    I love you, sweetie!

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  8. I hate to be that guy, but weed?? Seriously? It's just my opinion but, If you are worried about money, Amanda I think you should think twice about that. As for relaxing, when was the last time you have.. you know really got off? We don't really know if you have been seeing anyone besides Barbie. Don't let this situation drag your spirit down.

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  9. Hmm... you know, I' mnot sure but it seems like every time I see a new picture your hair is getting a bit longer too.

    Work can be lame sometimes, so can people. Just tough it out like we know you can, and, well, if it doesn't work out, then it's time to get a new job.

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  10. That really doesn't look like proper dress code attire to me, but I could be wrong.
    Either way, perhaps you should be looking for a different job?

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  11. comparing this photo with the very first one you took of yourself shows how far u have come , screw the haters embrace the bimbo.

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  12. No more tears my love, quit your job and find another way to make money. Do something you like doing for a change. You may look different on the outside, but you are the same lovely girl that started this journey. You'll will end up doing what's right for you, I believe in you Amanda.

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  13. Amanda...been away for a few days and when I came back, you are just so gorgeous! Speaking from experience, don't quit your job but stay there and if they are not happy with you, maybe they will give you a nice severance ! Your looks are now so incredible that I am sure people are jealous of the new you! Good luck and hoping to see more updates soon!

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  14. Amanda just focus on making yourself more confident and beautiful, nothing else matters or should be worried about.

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  15. the longer u keep off this the more it smells like u have had some work done , it is tittie time

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  16. Hi Amanda I was wondering do you have a favourite football ( soccer ) team? Mines is Glasgow Rangers. what's your fav. sport and sports team?

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  17. I like how you moved your ID badge down to your waist, very sensible,.

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